Misubderstanding

Why do people always get the wrong idea of what i'm thinking..
Why do people have to be so idiotic, think of themselves highly...
I'm so furious and sad at the same time...i'm so bloody confused...
I don't even know what i'm fucking thinking anymore lately...
This is such a fuck up world...

Bad Start

It has been a very bad start for a new year
It really sucks..
It all started during chinese new year
My dad had problems with the bank...
i broke my toe...
a fan drop on my mom's head...
and the worse is my brother totaled a car(feel like strangling him, u idiot)...
one after the another...
there are more still coming...
waiting for the worst...
this is going to be a very long year...
a very very very long and dreading year...
screw the ow year...

forget...

I understand very well what you are trying to tell me...
so I'll forget everything that you have told me before...
you don't have to worry...
so I'll have to get a grip of my life soon...
before it loose out of control...
i must forget everything...
and start a over again...
hopefully i could succeed...

Confuse

I have a feeling that you still can't let her go...
forget her...
but my both hands are tied...
apparently there is nothing that i can do to help you...
you made it look so real...
so realistic that i actually believe that...you know what...
I'm confuse in every sense...
i don't know how to describe it...
but deep down it hurts...
a lot...

my happy day

my long time crush has broke up with his gf...

not that i'm happy that he broke up with her...

just because he say that we maybe have a chance together...

n he even consider me...

that was more than i ask 4...

n i'm not going to transfer school...

wat a happy day...

life is more complicated than u think

life is more complicated than u might think..
the life i always thought was simple n not much pressure..
as i grow up i realize that..
things does not seem like it is...
some things that could be sorted easily..
but they always choose the hard way..
i don't understand..
y life can't be more happyier..
solved things easily..
just a snap of a finger...
just like that...

Tough Day

It was tough one today..
the entrance exam to Wesley...
But i still can manage...
but don't know is it enough...
don't feel like thinking to much...
but anyway...
i would hope to get in into Wesley..
cause is a great school...
and just because i dyed my hair...
everyone there was staring at me as though like I'm a alien...
but i don't care...